This is all of our work to overcome the disturbances that our deepest desires think and feel, those for our own benefit, what is given to the person. The most important thing is that when we start to feel these disturbances as good, we then see that we have no possibility to fight it, to overcome it, that we are very weak.
This is where the work begins. Hate is first which only then can rise to love. We connect seeking love and instead, after a while, we uncover the hatred, the seeming opposition to our own senses. What do we do with this hatred? How do we turn this to love?
Maybe for the first time in our lives we feel how we are not capable of an inclination to such an extent that we are afraid when we feel it. Maybe we prefer not to feel it, so that it will not strengthen, that it will not rise and show itself at all. If it does show itself then we feel how we quickly surrender to it, so we do not want the reveal.
Is it another's or ours?
That's why we call it the evil inclination, because it hides the true nature of love from us, which is connect above all differences and obstacles. If we will not overcome it then we will not reach a higher state as this is our vehicle, how we move from state-to-state and from degree to degree.
The evil inclination is revealed, meaning anything which we would not want to agree with. We then feel our weakness, our nothingness, and that we really don't have any means to fight against it. It's true because that which influences all of nature has created it, it is the loyal messenger that comes in order to show us how we are incapable of taking advantage of it.
Then we need to reach out, that we just stand facing this desire that is disturbing us and we know that we need to overcome it and arrange our lives in a new way, but we are not capable.
We are weak and realize this is exactly where we understand that only reaching out to the general collective force of nature is that which can help us and nothing else. Connection through others above the differences, above all the disturbances.
This entire evil inclination was created so we will turn toward this force which influences all of nature, to rise above that which we are frightened to face, this monster of our ego that comes and does anything it wants with us.
That which is revealed to such an extent it laughs at us, it mocks us that we reach a state that we really do not want to be under its influence but it comes and tells us, "Don't worry, never mind, it's okay, you'll do it again what I tell you."
We make a decision that we have no choice and we must cry out for help then the exodus happens to us. It's not simple. This state is tragic. It is very sharp and very high.
We are talking about work above the disturbances and how can we prepare before the disturbance. We only need to know that this is the order, that the disturbance comes, all the disturbances need to be revealed and it's impossible that we will reach corrections without disturbances.
Because the disturbances come specifically from our shattered vessel that we need to correct and by reaching out to the collective force which influences all of nature to complete the process is our work until the end of correction.
Simply described the evil inclination is like a monster, we have to be afraid of it. The evil inclination is what has been presented to us as the gap between us and that is called the evil inclination.
It is a kind of disturbance and by overcoming these disturbances we can learn how to be correctly connected between us. Just having the good inclination without the evil inclination we would not need to reach higher than ourselves.
Without the inclination towards hatred to rise above we would not have a need to come closer to each other and to reveal our true egoistic nature.
The inclination towards hatred is a loyal servant, a force without which we cannot stabilize ourselves and connect ourselves to this general collective force of love correctly and in every single thing the evil inclination is a stick that we need to kiss.
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